This post will be long tau, mind you ferst. Manerlah tahu korang penat nak bace. Aku kan sape. Haha. Mrepek sia. -_____-Problems after problems. I thought everything was settled and then now? Urgh, I hate my brother. Hope he die, seriously. Anw, I dont like most of my friends now.
I mean from friends, they are changing to strangers. What the fuck la kan. 2009 is seriously the worst year. I-d-k why.
People grow, people change. But why is that so? Can please dont change tak? Ishh.
I wanna kill myself. I wanna grab something and just push it to my heart, seriously.
Urghhhhhhhh. I'm just wasting my time and prepaid msging people like them. They would change one day, without knowing. It surprise me ok. Two person changing on the same day, around the same time. Plann per sia?
What sucks this year is :
- I get lesser freedom. Lastyear more.
- My results sucks alot.
- My hair like kanina cb.
- People say I change alot. More to negative than positive.
- I destroyed 3 man's heart. Am I heartless? -_-
- I lost 4-5 precious friends.
- I lost my 09 love.
- I had gone into the school of not my choice.
- I'm so careless and heartless.
- I lost my precious nike slipper. :'( :'( :'(
- I made mistakes, mistakes that are could not be forgiven.
- I lost everything I had, everything I own.
Wow. This year is seriosuly the worst year ever. Its always the same. I make friends with this particular group, got closer. Then suddenly, from great friends turned into stranger. No friends that are loyal. Hm. :(
Why must I suffer all this? Friendship problems, relationship probs, family probs and segale mcm probs ah. Haish.
Aku nak happyhappy pon tak senang uh siaa. I want the old them, I want to repeat 2009 and start everything again. I dont wanna create stupid mistakes. D:
I want that person to be back to his normal self. That bestfriend of mine. I lost too many precious ppl this year? I wanna get them back. But how? How seyh! I dont care if I lose my brother. Infact I'll be mre than happy.
Urghhh. Tak paham. Tak paham dgn kehidupan mcm gyny. Do you know I'm suffering? I always would cry myself to sleep. Haiiiishhh. :(
Saling mencintai, saling merindui. I dont get it why we're not together. Haishais. This is life eh? Wow. I hope I'm just dreaming now. I wish this wouldnt happen. Nasi sudah pun menjadi bubur. :(
23:27 pm