Thursday, November 12, 2009

RIFQI SIAL PERH SIAKKKKK.
PUKIMAK KAU!

Am I hearing the fucking-real-seriously-real truth? ); What the fuck to that guy. Rifqi sial sial sial sial sial sial sial! I'm so freaking mad now uhc eyh! After all big heavy fucking decision made, I just got to know the truth. Cheebai lahhh. You know how shocked I am tak! I'm so sad now. I feel guilty. ;(

Affiey! says: anw, monday takm gy nan rifqi uhh.
Affiey! says: dyer CB siaaak.
I say: why ? -.-
I say: gy jek uhhh.
Affiey! says: yg dyer kater "ariff kater takm sebok"
Affiey! says: tu kan, bkan Ariff.
I say: huh?
Affiey! says: Ariff was at home that tyme. yg kaw msg rifqi "krg patne"
I say: WHAT THE FUCK -.-
Affiey! says: mcm CB kannnn. ishh!
Affiey! says: dyer sengaje nak brk krg apart ..
I say: huh ? not ariff ? eh kurangajar pe siak .. :'(
Affiey! says: that why .................................
Affiey! says: *thats
I say: eh now its over :'( like wtf luh siak ..
Affiey! says: checkcheck rifqi blg bad things psal kaw pat ariff ..
Affiey! says: patch nan ariff uhh. kecian seyh tgk krg duer.
Affiey! says: dyer pn sedeh taw btw.
I say: :'( :'(
Affiey! says: kaw masey sygkan dyer kan? kaykay i`ll try and help you.
I say: :'( i love him so much.
Affiey! says: sabar kay .. i`m sure still loves you.
Affiey! says: *he
I say: :'( rifqi sial ..
Affiey! says: tawu pon!

I can't believe Rifqi is bloody idiot. Buto uh nan kau! Tak sangke uh kau nak break us apart. I'm blank now. Thought of forgetting everything and start a new. But I know I simply can't. I can't deny that I love him so much, I feel like killing that jerk. Poisoning my cb mind! *tears rolling down*

My mind is filled with i-dont-know-what-to-do seyh. I feel like dying now, ending my life. I off my handphone already. Scolded him like one mad aunty scolding her son. Lerhhh. I made decisions too fast! Kan skarang dah menyesal, bodo pe sial aku.

I should have trusted him more than this stupid duffer. Seriously. I lose hope when he didnt msg me and all. How stupid I could be! Cb cb cb! Now, can anybody tell me how? ); I admit my mistake. Why must all this happen in my relationship uh? Banyakbanyak relationship aku. Tating pe sial. I know I can't turn back the time or cry or even menangis air mate darah skalipun won't bring him back to me like before.

Whats Rifqi motive to say something that's not true. Untuk aper siak? Eh Rifqi, kalau kau bacer ni kan, alhamdulillah. Or mayb, any friends of his who is reading this, please tell him to fucking fuck off my life. Aku tahu kau sayang aku, aku tahu kau nak aku, aku tahu kau tunggu aku. Aku tak ingin uh eh jantan cam kau! I hope he wont get a girl for the whole of his life. Yay! I'll be more than happiy.

Kalau kau ckp kau syg aku luh ke ape shit kan, you will do anything to make me happiy uh eh. Beh now, kau mcm sial. If not, I would still be patient though monkey never reply me. What a jerk mannnnnn! Nak rosak aku peh relationship, buto uh nan kau! Geram siannn. Now sumenyerh berakhir dengan sekelip mate.

Kepade monyet ku yang aku cinte selamerh ini :
Monyet, bunny harapharap monyet tengah bacerh nii. Bunny betulbetul menyesal giler tahu tak. Bunny maseyh lagi mencintai monyet. ;(
I didnt know the truth. I'm so stupid to believe that cb than you. Now, today, 121109, I just got to know everything. Every single thing. Why must this happen to us seyh? I love you, my monkey and I miss everything in 090909 love.

*fuck, i'm running out of tissues. shit man.*
byebyebye.