Thursday, December 3, 2009

HelloHello. (:

I have nothing to update. But I'll just update to make this blog alive. I felt guilty nowadays. I have complicated feelings yknow? People think I'm a girl who loves many guys. Walaowei.

Aperh salahnye kalao aku move on? What's wrong with dhat desicion seyh? I don't know how to describe or express my feelings. I'm a complicated girl who has complicated feelings. This is my blog kan? So I'll try and express it here.

Korang nak comment ke nak ape ke, lantak korang ah. Aku dah tak heran la. I usually fall into guys trap. I do hate falling in love over and over again! But.. I dont know lah. ):

One go, four come. Give me a rest can? I'm so sick and tired of love. Becoming the girl that loves one after another.

I'm not a playgirl kay! Mind you first. Read his blog, I felt so guilty yknow. He's trying to be happy when he's not. He's trying to fake a smile when he's down. Pity him.

Should I move on? Should I or should I not? D:

Glad that Fitri hears my prob from a-z yesterday. Aw, baik kan dhea? Nak tolong aku pulak tu. Senang hidop dpt teman mcm dier. Kay drop. Err, everyone ade ex kesygan kan? I do own one. Its not that obv uhh. The 27April'Love. Aw, miss everything.

Now, he's like coming back to my life. It was like starting all over again. I admit, I still love him. Thats fucking obvious la eyh. I dont know if I'm ready or not. Ready to accept him back or what. This guy doesnt like to prove his love, he just keep it to himself. Its so hard.

When this guy msg me, I'll stop msging with my friends or smthg. I just dont know why. I dont like to waste my ppd. But when he msg, I would just sacrifice. Dengan ni pendek, aku suke sacrifice anything. I just dont know why. Tapi ku maseyh mencintai monyet. D:

Complicated right? I know.. Yang lain, ku buang tepi. Demi dier. Haishhh. How ni? I dont wanna involve in r/s thingy. But.. I JUST WANNA KNOW MY FEELINGS!

Urghh, its so hard to forget my two favourite-guys. I wanna talk to Fitri again. I need to talk to him now! Laaaaaaaaa. ):

I lost the precious onemonth gift he gave to me. Comferm dier marah.. Tapi ni dh lamerh uh, around august? I almost cried. Thats the only kenangan with him. Now, I'm hugging my stich. Common thing I usually do when I'm down. Haisshh. I need a break, kitkatku dengan atikaa siaaa. Hais. Kayh lah, I need a rest. *tears rolling down*


Enjoy, I miss those times. I miss Haziq seyh! D:
byebyebye.